captains log

I am hvaing trouble with finding what job I actually want to apply for.  I was looking for a summer job this past month and found something that I really want to do for the rest of my life.  It is exactly what I want, but they do not work in the summers because they work with schools around the areas, and schools are not in session around summer. 

I found another job that I would like to apply for, but they are looking for full time and I am not too sure I want to work there.  I was really looking forward to it and then I found they are working through a church group, and I have never really been religous.  I come from a family background of a Jewish father and Prodistant Mother, therefore we celebrated both christmas and chanukah.  I can not really say what religion I am because I follow both. 

I think once this problem of picking a job is over I will be able to flow right through this assignment.